yea so...my guilty pleasure is reading other ppl's blogs or livejournals for hours; like i go thru all the archives back to the very beginning. this is odd though bc sometimes u just start falling in love with the way ppl write and u kinda start to see things from their point of view, and its just odd bc in reality u just thought they were crazy and not really worth ur time. i seem to think that way about alot of ppl.

on a different note: i was talking to jose (or joser) and he mentioned something about going to strip clubs and getting a lapdance, and immediately i got this feeling like "wait dont u have a girlfriend." now 1) i'm not trying to get jose in trouble or something, cause i like his girlfriend (not as in i like his girlfriend, in the "i could see myself waking up next to her" kinda of way) 2)well now i forgot what 2 was.....silly memory...so moving on i just find something odd about a guy with a girl going and paying to see other women dance, but odd isnt really the right word though, it almost feels wrong, which makes me think that i'm getting old, or maybe i'm more sensitive to this stuff now...but thinking more about it now i dont have a problem with pornography or even with going into a room and seeing like hustler or something on the table but i think why this really bothered me was bc i saw it from the girl point of view (which is odd for me bc i normally dont) and immediately thought "what if andy went to a strip club" which he may have, i dont know...actually i do know, i just remembered who i'm dating again (huge sigh of relief) but this thought just bothered me and so i jokingly gave jose a hard time about it, to which he told me that we should go, which i wont do, but it was sweet of him to ask...unless they have something great there, like amazing biscuits or illegally serve alcohol to minors (which is the beginning of a completly different subject centered around my amazingly dry summer and how i really would like some yummy shots to accompany the writing of this blog...) but again i digress...umm yea...thats all i have...it just seems wrong for a guy to go a strip club while dating someone...the thought of that just bothers me....