everytime that i go to amherst to some party i just view it as a social experiment. i spent the entire night looking at these ppl and thinking "eventually these ppl pair up and mate and produce other children that will go to amherst and be even more ackward" the whole thing just felt off. i wore my really loud pants and decided that they are much too loud for anything except being loud. this party was like packed but except for the drunk ppl no one seemed to be having fun. some ackward guys were doing bad dancing and being stupid (running around and attacking one another) it really just felt like i was in a beer commercial and if only i was like everyone else and had a MIller light i've also be having a much better time. but i didnt, so the whole night felt like i was uncovering the missing link.

but i did finally get to go out with miss anna and that in itself was worth it, bc the best part of the night is the process of getting ready to go out.