yea being an SA is actually pretty nice. I dont think i realized how much i would enjoy having a single....but all of my first years are really sweet, they're are some beautiful women on my floor and its one of those things that i just notice. but its really interesting looking at these ppl/women and wondering if they have any idea just how beautiful they really are. but i love meeting ppl like that, like u just meet them and u just know how beautiful they are on the inside and on top of that they're gorgeous on the outside. but its funny with the firsties like they're just so scared, and i'm trying to make them really comfortable, and just let them know things will be okay....umm right so i ran into kim over in another hall and that was all sorts of awkward but it was good, because well i looked really cute and her weird ass family was there, and i did the whole head nod thing but that was it.

okay i started this post a really long time ago...so i'm pretty stressed. i just feel like theres all of this responsibility over me and that theres so much that i want to accomplish this yr and that i dont have much time really...and it all makes me wonder when i'll have time to just enjoy myself....i think its just a bunch of little things that i start worrying about and then i just feel really overwhelmed and helpless....but i know that i'll figuare out how to make it work...its just the paranoid part of my head that doesnt know what to do....