julio 30, 2002

okay, now i have proof that arguing about religion could get u killed. ohhh and that u dont mess around with texans, bc they'll kill u.
read it here bc I'm not playing
i need to learn to think before i speak. or just to not speak at all, bc a lot of times i just say things, that i would rather have pharsed so much better than i did.

julio 24, 2002

okay this is taken directly from my brother's blog and its great:

In reading up on what the Doc and other gods of blog had to say, I read this:

And while we're on the subjects of Love and Tony, I can't resist pointing to the work of genius the old man put up yesterday. Speaking with the wisdom of age (he's 108 ), and risking the dark light at the end of his carpal tunnel, he offers advice to 20-year-old Ashley that reads like a modern Desiderata:
don't be fooled by guys who have great sex with you. the sex will always be great.

don't be fooled by guys who can write well. it just means that when they're mad at you you'll get the most hateful terrible emails. you deserve better.

don't be fooled by guys who are terribly handsome, or charming, or cool as a cucumber in a bowl of hot sauce. those guys, especially in LA are a dime a dozen.

what you need is a nerdy guy who'd do anything for you. who would leave you presents at your door and make web sites for you in your image: beautiful and grand, lyrical and edgy. you need a geek who would wait years for you, secretly, despite his own welfare. you need someone who wont make fun of the bad music kids these days love.

instead of trolling the skate parks and beaches, you should sit outside a cyber cafe or an engineering department, browse through the aisles of fry's electronics, become a member of the battery club at radio shack.

go geek, not greek.

julio 23, 2002

yay! my birthday yesterday was really great. first i got to see the boy in this whole weekend, and that was just wonderful, it was short, but completely worth while to see him again. but yea, yesterday was just great bc once andy left and i was feeling all bummed and drove home and then annita called me and that was really exciting. and she sent me a present (thank u) but it wasnt even that she got me anything, it was the fact that i had a package at home and that she called me. that and my brother called me. that was amazing. i felt like i had just climbed up the totem pole in the family, it was great. and i think thats the thing about birthdays, its not about what u get really, its just the ppl that u get to see in that day. plus i had a really amazing conversation with steven and brent and i learned a lot about the both of them and about myself in the process. which is always the sign of a great conversation, when through the course of it u just learn something about urself. it was great.

julio 19, 2002

umm just a few random thoughts:
first: yay! its friday and i get to see the boy tomorrow!
second: spanish television takes everything to the max, its like u want nudity, yea they do nudity, u want to know what ppl are doing and catch them sunbathing naked on the beach, yea they do that. but the thing is that they get these ppl and they go up to them and are like ;hey can we do an interview with u?" and the ppl are like 'yea sure'....yup yup...silly stuff

julio 17, 2002

yea, so i'm still in the moving vortex where i'm not really living anywhere i'm really just like between 2 places. my dog is going crazy, the poor thing was already crazy but now he's basically just lost all self control. i keep trying to explain to him that we've moved but he doesnt get it. he's really not that bright. but yea, other than that i'm basically just waiting until saturday morning when i get to see the boy again....because i miss him...alot. ummm but yea, monday is my birthday and i'm gonna do something fun this weekend, i think i'll do a dinner thing or something.

oh right so i went to dallas last saturday bc brent is the most amazing friend a girl can ask for he drove me to dallas, now this is 10hrs of driving in one day, and it was just a really great trip. i finally met brent's dad (an event 11yrs in the making) and that was really interesting walking in and meeting his family, i got some pretty funny looks (bc they think i'm white and dating brent) but things were quickly explained and all was better. but by far the most interesting part of the weekend was sitting down and talking to andy's father. now keep in mind that talking is probably the mildest way to explain the situation, a more acurate description would be that it was an interigation. so its right about as brent, andy, and i returned from the batting cages and were getting ready to leave, and his father is getting ready to go out with andy's mom someplace, and so andy tells us to wait a bit for him to be done. andy's mom offers for me and brent to stay for the night since it was 8pm and we still had a 4 or so hr drive before us but i declined, reminding them that my parents wouldnt go for that idea, so yea, finally his dad comes out and he's like "have a seat" and i'm like ohhh shit. now andy's dad is very direct (i'm quoting andy on this one) and he just scared me. this was the first time that i ever got that "now what are ur intentions with my child talk" to make matters worse the entire family was in the living room while this was going on. i was scared, and when i get scared i get all jittery and nervous like. so yea, he starts asking me harmless things like "where did u meet andy?" 'do u like ur school" "what are u planning to do with ur life?" 'why are u dating my boy?" 'why is there a picture of u putting liner on my boy?" etc. and then he found out that andy was coming to visit me this weekend, and he was just like "oh really no one told me that" and i was like "on no why am i in the middle of this" i was scared. but eventualy it was over, and all i could think on the way home was that i hope that man likes me, bc it would really suck if he didnt. oh yea, but then when i got to the car andy's little brother aaron (the 5th) came to the car and asked if he could have some of the cookies that andy had baked for me (which were really yummy and he should make again real soon **hint**hint**) and i told him to have as many as he wanted and he just started grabbing, and eventually he ask for the whole bag of them so i gave them to him. he was really happy, and thus that made me happy. i figuare that an 8yr old is gonna be made tons happier with cookies than i am. and plus he shared them with the others, so it was like multiple happiness. um so yea, andy's brother's are really cute. and his mom runs a really impressive ship, i saw them folding laundry and everything, i was highly impressed. i just hope they all like me...

julio 12, 2002

yea, so i havent been online in a couple of days now. which sucks beyong anything. moving killed both the phone lines at my house so that equaled no telephone and no internet. it made me sad.

oh right, okay i wanna meet the person who thought that mini tapes were the future. bc really, who was gonna use something that little?
yea, so i havent been online in a couple of days now. which sucks beyong anything. moving killed both the phone lines at my house so that equaled no telephone and no internet. it made me sad.

oh right, okay i wanna meet the person who thought that mini tapes were the future. bc really, who was gonna use something that little?

julio 09, 2002

among today's fun findings are funny pictures of me when i was a baby and liked to run around naked. followed by even funnier pictures of my brother when he was a cute little baby that also like running around naked, or at least botttomless...highly amusing. oh yea, and i found a picture with my hair in a fro, and i just couldnt stop laughing when i found it. ohhh and a picture of my daddy in a really nice suit when he was young and didnt have kids. if i had a scanner then u guys could see them. but i dont, so u can imagine.

julio 08, 2002

moving is a pain in my ass.

julio 06, 2002

Japanese ppl get all the cool toys....like those cool cell phones they have, and the clean subway system with a night club car, and those cool stadiums....here's why slate says we cant get their toys (i'm gonna add that i dont think the majority of the US is ready for cool toys...)

http://slate.msn.com/?id=2067557
showing my dad a boondocks strip and then trying to explain to him what it means is just funny. he doesnt know what a punk is, very cute. (here's what i'm talking about: boondocks

julio 05, 2002

getting to know mantanence ppl is the best thing that u can possibly do, bc that way when u need something (like lets say new blinds bc ur dog is crazy and likes to chew up blinds) u can ask them and they can get them for u, and put them on for u...very cool. Being nice to important ppl like that, like postal workers, mechanics, cleaning ppl, ups ppl, etc allows u to get all ur stuff much easier than before.

R

You are restricted. Well done, you're now
practically adult in nature, and plus, you
get to see nudity - have fun.


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hehe...i remember having a coversation with someone once, i think when they made a movie about selina and the movie was rated pg, and i just remember saying that i hope that when the movie about my life is made (or if there is one made) that it at the very least is pg-13. I'm happy to know that it would be R rated.

what i really wish i was though would be:


BANNED

You're illegal in most developed countries, and your
possession is punishable by death in at least 5.


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then i could really have some fun.

julio 03, 2002

i saw men in black today, it was really good. it made me miss my novela that i'm addicted to, but it was very good...so thats kinda a draw...
i went over to this new stadium with brent last night. we basically hung out in front of this building making random ass comments, but it was a good time. Afterwards we went to this mexican places (chachos) thats opened 24hrs, and i ordered a chicken fajita burrito, and i thought to myself well i'm really hungry so i'll just order it the regular size, not a half order. yea, i got this burrito about the size of my head, and i was just ozzing happiness. first, when u get ur food in a brown bag, and u can see the grease spot, automatically u know its going to be good. Happiness is a burrito the size of ur head. Brent, in the seat next to me could feel my happiness. When food crosses that line and becomes a deep happiness....ohh thats great. yea, i'm gonna miss food like that when i go back north.

ohh and know things are good when they make u squeal like a little girl. i think thats how u can really gauge strong emotions, if it makes u revert back to a childish reaction u know its good. like how babies squeal with happiness when they get candy...just like that. but for me, instead of candy, it was a burrito the size of my head.