home

i find myself really wishing that i had stayed closer to home for these four years. i have so many mixed emotions about it all. i really have grown a lot by being on my own, and i've grown to appreciate my family so much more during this time. at the same time though i cant help but envy the people that i see running off to their homes whenever times get tough and wish that i could always know that i could get on a bus and go home whenever i wanted a good meal and a hug.

although i do always know that i can go to andys whenever i need to hide and be loved and that i'm very blessed to have that. i just wish that i had stayed in hiding a little longer this weekend. but oh well. you live and you learn.