what the fucks it all for any ways? that what I'm like right now. what's the point? is this some big joke? is there no meaning at all in life? am I just doomed to wander aimlessly and know nothing? classes, and families, and people, and distance, and life just being hard. and I wonder, what's it all for? what's my purpose here, because I'm surely not seeing it. I think wisdom is the appreciation that soon enough ur gonna die, and none of the petty things are gonna matter. its sad though, when you know better, or at least you feel like you do and you realize that as always you have no choice, life decides for you which way ur gonna get to go. things don't go according to plan, or even ur way. you as an individual mean nothing.