ohh i love fast food, if theres anything i'm happy about its fatty food, that may or may not be meat.

right so all the sitting around on my ass all day is nearing a close, mostly because i just cant take it anymore. so this means i'm gonna have to get a job, which i was slightly resisting, mostly cause i'm picky and dont wanna work as a waitress...or around food...or around ppl really...so yea, this creates a slight problem...but on the upside, cooking is tons of fun, its fun when ur doing it for urself and if u make something that doesnt taste good u can just chunk it and lie to urself that it never happened...

also hanging out with old friends makes me feel old. mostly cause i dont do drugs, and my idea of fun doesnt involve the possibility of getting arrested...so yea, i'm old. and i want a fun job...and i'm never spending another summer at home...

i'm glad that i dont have kids.

mostly becase hanging out with my best friend are her baby just kinda drives into me the whole thing that theres no way i want kids right now, no matter how cute they may be. and her kid is really cute. but being in the car on the freeway about 30 minutes from home while a one year old starts screaming is just not cool. makes u wanna do anything to make that kid stop screaming. anything. u find yourself bargaining with a one year old, not cool.

I'd forgotten how smart my dad is. He does so many goofy things on a day to day basis that i forget that he's actually pretty smart, cause i just get used to rolling my eyes at him when he tells me a corny joke. but we all had this great conversation last night about latin america and the economic situation and how much blame america actually has in creating the situation there. The conversation went on for a couple of hours through dinner and then after my dad and i left my mom's it went on until about 1. It was something completly worth talking about, and i learned alot of history. I'm starting to think that the whole point in becoming educated is being able to hold ones own in conversations.

on a similar and completly different note, my parents are the funniest people. not because there actually funny but because they are the oddest seperated people. like they have dinner together, and hold conversations and joke around and are just really good friends, but considering they're recently seperated you would expect them to argue and be mean to each other, but its just not the case. and i was thinking about it and i realized that i have never seen my parents argue, i've seen them argue with me but never really with each other, which is actually pretty amazing now that i think about it.

ohhh yes, and laying out in the sun is one of the simplest pleasures in life. by the end of the summer i should have a pretty good tan...cant wait till summer ends at this point, because then i get to drive home with the boy...i sure miss the boy....and i miss anna.

i'm watching Oprah, (i do that, i'm on vacation) and i realize what it is thats different from my college than from some other college (i'm thinking like a certain state school...cough cough...UT) and the topic is poverty and the living wage and this whole idea of the "working poor"...and i just wanna talk to anna....but i think she's at temple...yea, i'm pretty happy with my college decision

TV is funny, cause it makes you paranoid of anything that isnt TV, you just start mistrusting everything...ur thinking someone is out to con me. It's also a funny feeling watching Dateline, and have them be in ur city...makes me not want to go into that Kroger anymore...

its fun to think about how un-interesting relationships are when they're not yours...like when ur in it, ur all like "wow this is sooo great, i wanna talk about this to everyone" everyone else is thinking "u know if she/he mentions that girl/boy one more time i'm gonna hurt someone" so yea... oh that note, andy is sooooo great ;)....i'll spare u guys.

i love that momment when ur mom tells u to do something, and u have no clue what she's talking about, and u ask her to repeat it, and u still have no clue what she's talking about, so u just do something hoping thats what she asked you to do...bc at that point u cant ask her one more time, or she'll think ur mocking her or something, and u cant ignore her bc then u get in trouble...so u just kinda pick something and do it...yea. fun times with the family.

here's the deal: chemo is some scary stuff. so for those of you not informed, my mom has breast cancer. or at least that's what they keep telling her, bc the more that i see my mom the more that i dont think that woman has anything wrong with her. so i went with her to the place where she's supposed to get her chemo, first off all the people in this place are old, like in their 70's, (my mom is definately not 70, she can do laps around the old folks.) think of the simpsons and how grandpa simpson is in that old folks home, yea, picture that, and thats what this office kinda looks like. a place like that is gonna make anyone feel sick. i was looking at these ppl thinking that there might be something wrong with me....but there isnt and that the point. the doctor (this very adorable little asian man) spent like an hr talking about my mom's test and what the results are. and basically, there's nothing wrong with my mom, but the thing with cancer is that they're not sure of anything really. they have no way of detecting cancerous cells, and no way of knowing if anything has spread. so there was one point where he was describing the "nastiness" of the cells (i shit u not) and then proceeded to tell the side effects for all the chemo, that they're not even certain they should be giving her, and i was just like "well what happens if they dont treat it" bc the cure sounds really bad. so yea, for something that they're at this point not even sure that she has anymore (she's already had surgery), they're gonna start chemo and subject her to some more test, but its all just a guessing game, which i personally dont feel anyone should go thru. but yea, thats my day thus far...

umm lets see, i saw star wars, and that was really good, and i hung out with some friends, nothing too exciting but its nice. I missed the nice weather and my dog. i went grocery shopping today and that was fun. I thought of anna when i saw the the soy milk, the Kashi, and the tofu that was hidden in the corner that I'd never seen before...umm yes. i cant wait till my computer gets home...

so i went down to the booker today, and that was okay. it was nice to see the teachers that i actually cared for, but other than that it was a nice way to kill some time and remind myself why i'm so thankful to be in college....oh and i miss anna ...i wonder if she's home yet...its so weird to get close to ppl and see them all the time and then just go home and not talk to them nearly as much...so sad...

my wisdom teeth are coming in and its really getting on my nerves. I wont really be updating my blog so much now that i'm home, bc well my connection sucks and i spend most of my time away from the computer, but i've been enjoying my time at home...bc well i just like the normal weather, and i like seeing my friends, and it got real old to hang out with girls all the time...bc girls are just crazy some times (i love y'all but its true)....so yea, i was supposed to go to episode 2 today, but by the time i went to go buy tickets for the midnight showing it was sold it (and it was playing on 8 screens...crazy) so yea, i'll see it tomorrow...i'm also supposed to go back to the booker tomorrow...which should be interesting...so yea...oh and my mom is hardcore, didnt realize it until i got home, but she is...so yea. i cant wait for my computer to show up again.

hahaha! i am home now, in the wonderful world that is TEXAS! away from the troll, and the other crazy women that run around MHC, but i do miss anna bc she completes me. that and i just spend a bunch of time with the girl so its weird to be in silence now...so umm yea. let me run the highlight reel of my flight home

1. i got no sleep
2. i managed to lock my school work in a building and anna had to call public safety and bitch at them for me to get the back
3. did not pack my computer until like the hour before i had to leave
4. i dont remember a thing that happened on the flight to chicago, other than these two old women almost going at it, and i think i had a dream about uchenna, but i'm not sure
5. i was on the phone with the mailboxes etc. ppl for a good 30 minutes trying to schedule a time for them to pick up my computer
6. i think airports are purgetory

plus i got some Jack In The Box on my way home from the airport, and learned that my mom's apartment is really cool. i want a place this cool when i grow up, minus the fact that i dont wanna touch anything out of free of getting it dirty....but yea, must write a paper, and then to some sleep that i havent gotten in a reaaaaally long time

umm...yes. i go home tomorrow.

oh and andy's smell good. and i miss anna, bc we're attached at the hip and i'm having withdraws now. and i keep seeing indian people everywhere, i think thats one of my symptoms of withdraw....and ummm....yes, did i mention i go home tomorrow? oh and my brother is really nice for picking me up and taking me to burger king and for telling me about vanilla coke....yum...coke....umm yes. i go back to good ol'texas tomorrow early ass morning.

sleep, oh how i miss thee.

oh i'm sleeping in a very ghetto way now, with anna's top sheet like kinda layed out over my eggcrate, but not really. i cant wait to get some decent sleep. i cant wait to not have to hear the roomate make weird noises in her sleep. monday....

to all the non believers out there: i am only taking home one suitcase, sure its a huuuuge suitcase but thats okay. Its just one.

oh and wow, i have a lot of crap for just one person. thats what i learned...but u know what i didnt learn last night? any italian,....so my test in in an hr, i'm gonna see if i can learn any before then...

after that, its the end of the packing, (which might just involve putting the rest of my stuff in a gian box) and the figuaring out of how i'm gonna get my computer home...i'll figuare something out...

umm yes, the goal is to go home with one suticase of stuff!

so i took my macro final, i love how i figuare out shit in that class when the semester has already passed me by...but oh well, i basically sat down and wrote everything that was in my brain. so we'll see how that turns out. and then i sat on the lawn with anna and watched her do cartwheels with this very cool girl named lindsey and i let her borrow my shirt since she wa sin a tank top doing flips and thats not cool, so i was hanging out in my overalls and my sport bra ( i looked like a redneck or something)...but yea, i was really stressing this morning, but now i'm really not. which is cool. all i have is to pack my stuff that's going into storage and study some italian tonight, and then i shall go to boston one last time before i go home on monday!!!!

yea i started packing my shit up today instead of studying macro, but its all good, i went to the macro review session for 3 hrs in which he basically retaught the semester, so that was pretty cool. oh and i had an actual good dinner bc my italian prof cooked us dinner, which was really nice of her, almost makes me wish that i didnt hate italian so much...eh, oh well.

a) my brain hurts from all the macro
b) i stuck this sticker on my door and when i try to take it off the paint peels, which is amusing bc when i first put it on there i think my words were something along the lines of "eh i'll worry about getting it off later", its now later...i wonder where i could find some white paint.

a) my brain hurts from all the macro
b) i stuck this sticker on my door and when i try to take it off the paint peels, which is amusing bc when i first put it on there i think my words were something along the lines of "eh i'll worry about getting it off later", its now later...i wonder where i could find some white paint.

i just saw the most desturbing thing only....it was pictures of a specific male body part dressed up in doll's clothing. no i'm not looking at porn, i was just browsing thru my normal blogs and came accross it...yea. i need to study something to get that image out of my mind.

i like how my wisdom teeth are coming in cause i'm stressed. and how the turkey sandwhich that i just ate did not taste like turkey, it tasted like tuna. yea.

which "monty python and the holy grail" character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen


thanks victor! that was fun!

Hey Brent! Happy Birthday!

okay this sounds like something out of the Onion, but its on CNN: Irish Priest Quits, Doesn't Believe Jesus Was The Son of God

oh that note i want to write for the Onion, I think my response to this would be: God's Formal Reply 'I aint shitting u man'

oh and i was in my review session for italian for 3hrs! yea, i feel like i know some italian now, and that the exam wont be so bad. maybe.

i think its funny how anna thinks that i'm getting more violent. i'm really not, i'm just kinda stressed, but thats about it. for the most part i'm joking around and just being silly. for the most part.

i love Ms. Anna, she just put me in that happy place that can only be reached by good food. good hispanic food. her spanish teacher took them out to have lunch and her teacher bought me an empanada since anna talks about me so much. anna like runs into my room and is like "i have a happy surprise for u", and i'm like "ur wearing my shirt" and then she hands me this shady black plastic bag and i open it and there's an empanada inside and i suddenly dont care that shes wearing my shirt. yea. i'm in the happy place.

I'm worth exactly: $2,097,978.00.

or thats what they say. males are automatically worth more, and thats some bullshit right there.


they say u'd be worth this much

euk!

all of the mice babies are gone now, and that just makes me really sad. i knew they would get eaten, i knew it when i saw she was pregnant. its all just very sad. those little babies made all of us really happy when they were born (well minus them grossing me out when i saw them, bc they look like goo) but yea, they were wold little rodents, maybe the mother was just scared and wanted to protect them, or maybe she didnt want them to grow up in a cage and killed them all because of it...maybe i should major in philosophy. or not.

oh a happier note (a much much happier note) i am done with italian. thats it i no longer have to go to that stupid class. oh a much sadder note, we were reviewing today, and none of us knew what the hell was going on. i need to get this done by friday, i dont care if i have to go on speed to keep myself awake i will study italian and know italian on friday. plus write a women's studies paper, and study macro.

i am so fucked.

which thus means i cant play on my computer as much. which sucks.

one week and i shall be home. with my mommy...yay!

i have reached my tolerance with people. thats it, I'm at that level were i could bite some people's heads off. literally, i could just jump on them and start nawing. the great thing about being around boys is that it calms me. The bad thing is that it makes me realize just how little in common i have with girls. i need a destresser, but the best part is that its only monday. yup. this week is going to do me.

so, i pulled my macro paper out of my ass, and turned it in. I skipped women's studies (which i actually needed to go to) and well macro to get the thing finished but its done now. so yea. when i was turning in my paper i ran into my professor, and i was like "hey i just turned my paper into ur mailbox" and i felt shitty bc i should have just done it last week. but i didnt. and really its done now, so i'm passed this now. I just wish kim didnt sleep so much so that I could start packing my stuff up and cleaning things out. i cant wait till next yr.

in order news, the babies that were born in the frat this weekend are down to 3 from the original 5. 2 were eaten today. I knew some of them would be eaten. I just knew it. gross

oh and anna got her cool intership today, now she just has to find someplace to live in new york city...

oh and andy's make me happy.

yea so I'm a dumbass. I know this. I'm an idiot. I put off my macro paper until the night before after I came in from Boston at 12:30pm. Thats when I started writing, in my odd dellusion. I know I should have written this mother before I went to Boston, I've known about it for about a month now. I knew this was going to happen. I even did my research about a month ago. I am an idiot, bc this thing isnt done yet, and i'm going to be screwed. I need to get a good grade on this so I should probably stop bitching and just write the last paragraph.

but Boston was amazing, and i forget how much i love being around the boy until i see him again and i know. so here's to me working my ass off until friday and then hopefully seeing my boy on Saturday.

this week is going to do me. it is.

so i'm in Boston right now, and its Sunday. The only thing that sucks about my time here is that it goes by so quickly, and then i miss andy all over again. but yea, i think a small recap of the weekend is inorder. Think of this as the highlight reel:

okay so friday night was the senior night class party, but the best part about it was that the theme of it was Cinco de Mayo, so I had a real good laugh at that, considering Andy's Mexican and well it was just really amusing at the time.

One of Andy's roomates has mice for pets. He caught them in the house, and one of them was pregant and had babies. Baby mice are disgusting, think little globs of red jello with some eyes, that are spazing. Gross.

We had a formal on a boat, named the Samuel Clemens. Think Mark Twain, but with no actual paddle on the boat. yea.

Andy taught me how to shoot straight in pool. That was interesting.

Andy and i played chess together. There was one point where Andy was winning and I told him that I was going to piss on his grave and do a little dance. I meant it when I said it.

Plus I learned that Anna will adjust to just about any social situation, which is good to know.

off to boston!!!! yay for andys!

so I just abused the college's resources by using their printers to make me copies of my handouts for my presentation today. I'm all over exploiting the college in the same way that it exploits me. yea, i think i might actually make it thru this thing. which is good bc i need to get a really good grade on this presentation, cause if not i'm done.

oh i forgot to mention what the coolest part about last night was. I decided I wanted to put a really nice map of Venezuela on my handout, so i started searching. Couldnt really find on that looked like I wanted it to. So I decided to go into paint and fix one that I saw. I basically spent liek an hour making a bootleg map of Venezuela, i like went in with the little brush and erased the name of cities and stuff, put i didnt get the right color so it looked kinda odd. if i was on the school's server i could show u the map....but i'm not. which sucks. so u'll just have to laugh at the mental image that u have created of my bootleg map. go ahead. laugh.

so I went to bed last night (at around 4ish) and I was slightly dellirous (more so than usual) and I was gonna take a shower, that was my original plan, but then I kept seeing shit in the mirror thats in front of my computer, and I just pictured myself enjoying my happy little shower (at like 4 in the morning) and something (like a ghost, yea i know thats stupid but this place is like 100 something yrs old, and i've been going here long enough to know that there are some craaazy b*tches here) going psycho on me...all i pictured was that scene in psycho with the knife and the fake blood, so I went to bed. but when the last dellirious thought that u have is like that, ur dreams are gonna be just as scary.

so yea. I got five hrs of sleep, but it didnt really do me any good. i still slightly dellirious.

second part of this is that my roomate is a slob. i just had to say it, her half of the room is really gross, theres like clothes everywhere and like crums of food, and papers everywhere, and like strange little "knick=knacks" yea, i almost wanna take a picture of that, but I dont wanna document that either.

i hate schoolwork, i especially hate it because i waste all the time before hand not doing schoolwork so then a hitload of stuff has to be crammbed into an evening. It sucks. majorly

i'm also wondering why i dont just live with anna, i spend all my time with her. she's always in my room. we call each other on the phone even though we live down the hall from each other. i just really love her, she makes me happy. but in a completly different way in which Andy makes me happy.

also i cannot wait to have a single.

so yea, i talked to my really good wonderful friend Alesha today, i thought she had like dropped off the face of the earth or something, but she didnt and it was nice to hear her, and hear Kassady be a brat (like her mother, that little girl is almost one and she's walking and talking mess...its really amusing.)

anyways, so annita's roomate like stripped in the room (she just changed clothes) while we were there, and okay no big deal, me and anna were messing with he computer so its like no harm done right, her and her boyfriend leave and i turn around and on her bed just like laying out saying hello to everyone is this red thong...i'm like "annnnna?" and she's like "just dont look jes" and i was scared. and then she comes back into the room and is like:
anna's roomate1: "andy cover me" (her boy is also named andy)
roomate 2 (andy): "why?"
roomate1: "because i'm naked"
roomate2: "like yea u are"

at this point i wanted to crawl under anna's bed and die. i did. i dont wanna be a part of that. i just dont.

yea, when ppl look at my code its like they're looking at my undies...u know what i mean? i feel naked...

like when someone reads something u wrote (like ur diary) and u didnt wanna share it with them.

but on the plus side, brothers are helpful and nice sometimes. i'm just learning this too. i should have tapped into this power sooner, [insert evil laugh here]

u know this should work...

hell yea! my blog is on google now!!!

not under my name, but still, a search for songs capueta leads to my blog!!!

i am victorious!

oh and i've also turned my boy into a blogwhore, so u should check out his little blog too! yay!

update:haha! a search engine for the site! i knew there was away for u guys to find stuff easier!
okay, lets see, now i just have to get the placing right. yea, i dont know what to do about that column....

i like how my boyfriend's high school slogan was "men for others"

i should really be in bed right now, but yea, i just had a really good conversation with someone that i've been missing, so that was really nice...

ok, must sleep 8:35 tomorrow that I should go to, considering that the man has a hole in his lung and he shows up, i might as well show up too.

i should start charging for checking spanish papers and fixing silly things with webpages...

i like how all my friends are becoming blogwhores because of me, it makes my life a lot more fun. and it gives me more fun stuff to waste my time with.

me-"80% of Venezuelans live in poverty"
anna-"but they can read, bc Venezuela has an 84% litteracy rate"
me-"yea they can read"

i have the attention span of a nat. or maybe a small bug. but yea, i changed the scroll thingie, i think it looks kinda cute. let me know what u think.

also I need to figuare out a new system for my blogs, maybe adding some titles and grouping everything by date, or names in the archives. Or I could just do like a month in review thing...i wonder how i would do that...i'll figuare something out.

woohoo! one of the few joys of living with other women is borrowing their clothing! (even though i have a massive amount of clothing its always fun to have more)

whats my point? i have an outfit for the boat formal! woohoo!

i did my comment for women's studies, and it went really well i think. The girl who went before me was like aggressively pro-choice, and i just went up there and was like "look its about making sure ppl dont get pregnant in the first place" and that was it. Mary, my professor, was kinda out of her element at the beginning of class, bc her mother had a heart attack in the beginning of the week, and she was being opperated on while class was in session, but i think overall the class went very well.

oh and then i went to Macro was outraged at the girl from Bhutan who said that Tibet should remain under Chinese rule. Anna's taught me enough to know that China should get the hell out of Tibet. and before that it was the girl from China, and the I dont know maybe I've watched too much star trek but sometimes foreign exchange students from China remind me of drones from the borg, and not in the cool 7 of 9 kind of way either...

but yea, now i'm trying on dresses for the formal on Saturday and trying to figuare out how to be fashionably cold (right!), but i actually should be working...on that macro paper...euk!

somedays i wake up and i am brilliant. today is not one of those days.

i just erased the final copy of my comment for today...go me.

i like how kim brings over random ppl to the room that i randomly meet in class, like the girl in my eco class i dont really care for...

yea i cant wait till next year.

I closed the quiz finally. The results were kinda interesting, and it amused me while it lasted. But now I have new things to play with, so I decided it was time for it to go. Yea, I gave partial credit for answers, bc i just think all test should give some sort of credit for answering things even if ur not *actually* right. so yea, it was funny to see who took the quiz and how they did, like how brent kept missing the same questions, and how i didnt even remember what the right answer was sometimes, (which might be kinda sad, but who knows.) but yea, i'm gonna play with this thing some more and get it on my school's server bc right now all the websites on there suck. its really sad.

so i wake my ass up at 7:50, bc i want breakfast, and when the alarm sounds i'll like theres no need for me to be waking up at 7 tp get breakfast, so i go back to sleep. The nexy alarm sounds at 8:30ish and i'm like theres just no need for breakfast period, i'd rather have sleep since my class doesnt start until 10. so my final alarm sounds at 9 or so and i'm like it would have been much nicer if i never set the first two alarms.

so whats the point?

i think the idealistic side of me wants me to wake up early and eat some breakfast and study for class, and so that part of me sets the alarm at night.It all seems really logical at like 1something in the morning. but then once its 7am, the realistic side of me is like screw eating i'm sleepy. and so i sleep.

and now, to go to italian and take a quiz that i didnt really study for bc i slept instead of waking up...this is not a good way to start the day. its a shame u cant drop classes during the last week of school.