when i get nervous i start to bite off my nails...one by one i just bite into one side of them and then just peel them off... i do it in the middle of a test or during a lecture when i cant understand something...i start to do it when i feel stressed...i do it when i dont see a resolution to something...it becomes all that i focus on until i do all ten nails...its like my mind is blank and in that creepy place...and then its weird bc the rest of the time that my nails are growing back I wonder why i got rid of my pretty nails anyway...

ugh the hallway smells like smoke and its amazing that the fire alarm hasnt gone off yet...thats a little frightening actually but oh well. we all have to go sometime right?

i'm almost home....almost home.