I'm worth exactly: $2,097,978.00.

or thats what they say. males are automatically worth more, and thats some bullshit right there.


they say u'd be worth this much

euk!

all of the mice babies are gone now, and that just makes me really sad. i knew they would get eaten, i knew it when i saw she was pregnant. its all just very sad. those little babies made all of us really happy when they were born (well minus them grossing me out when i saw them, bc they look like goo) but yea, they were wold little rodents, maybe the mother was just scared and wanted to protect them, or maybe she didnt want them to grow up in a cage and killed them all because of it...maybe i should major in philosophy. or not.

oh a happier note (a much much happier note) i am done with italian. thats it i no longer have to go to that stupid class. oh a much sadder note, we were reviewing today, and none of us knew what the hell was going on. i need to get this done by friday, i dont care if i have to go on speed to keep myself awake i will study italian and know italian on friday. plus write a women's studies paper, and study macro.

i am so fucked.

which thus means i cant play on my computer as much. which sucks.

one week and i shall be home. with my mommy...yay!

i have reached my tolerance with people. thats it, I'm at that level were i could bite some people's heads off. literally, i could just jump on them and start nawing. the great thing about being around boys is that it calms me. The bad thing is that it makes me realize just how little in common i have with girls. i need a destresser, but the best part is that its only monday. yup. this week is going to do me.

so, i pulled my macro paper out of my ass, and turned it in. I skipped women's studies (which i actually needed to go to) and well macro to get the thing finished but its done now. so yea. when i was turning in my paper i ran into my professor, and i was like "hey i just turned my paper into ur mailbox" and i felt shitty bc i should have just done it last week. but i didnt. and really its done now, so i'm passed this now. I just wish kim didnt sleep so much so that I could start packing my stuff up and cleaning things out. i cant wait till next yr.

in order news, the babies that were born in the frat this weekend are down to 3 from the original 5. 2 were eaten today. I knew some of them would be eaten. I just knew it. gross

oh and anna got her cool intership today, now she just has to find someplace to live in new york city...

oh and andy's make me happy.

yea so I'm a dumbass. I know this. I'm an idiot. I put off my macro paper until the night before after I came in from Boston at 12:30pm. Thats when I started writing, in my odd dellusion. I know I should have written this mother before I went to Boston, I've known about it for about a month now. I knew this was going to happen. I even did my research about a month ago. I am an idiot, bc this thing isnt done yet, and i'm going to be screwed. I need to get a good grade on this so I should probably stop bitching and just write the last paragraph.

but Boston was amazing, and i forget how much i love being around the boy until i see him again and i know. so here's to me working my ass off until friday and then hopefully seeing my boy on Saturday.

this week is going to do me. it is.

so i'm in Boston right now, and its Sunday. The only thing that sucks about my time here is that it goes by so quickly, and then i miss andy all over again. but yea, i think a small recap of the weekend is inorder. Think of this as the highlight reel:

okay so friday night was the senior night class party, but the best part about it was that the theme of it was Cinco de Mayo, so I had a real good laugh at that, considering Andy's Mexican and well it was just really amusing at the time.

One of Andy's roomates has mice for pets. He caught them in the house, and one of them was pregant and had babies. Baby mice are disgusting, think little globs of red jello with some eyes, that are spazing. Gross.

We had a formal on a boat, named the Samuel Clemens. Think Mark Twain, but with no actual paddle on the boat. yea.

Andy taught me how to shoot straight in pool. That was interesting.

Andy and i played chess together. There was one point where Andy was winning and I told him that I was going to piss on his grave and do a little dance. I meant it when I said it.

Plus I learned that Anna will adjust to just about any social situation, which is good to know.

off to boston!!!! yay for andys!

so I just abused the college's resources by using their printers to make me copies of my handouts for my presentation today. I'm all over exploiting the college in the same way that it exploits me. yea, i think i might actually make it thru this thing. which is good bc i need to get a really good grade on this presentation, cause if not i'm done.

oh i forgot to mention what the coolest part about last night was. I decided I wanted to put a really nice map of Venezuela on my handout, so i started searching. Couldnt really find on that looked like I wanted it to. So I decided to go into paint and fix one that I saw. I basically spent liek an hour making a bootleg map of Venezuela, i like went in with the little brush and erased the name of cities and stuff, put i didnt get the right color so it looked kinda odd. if i was on the school's server i could show u the map....but i'm not. which sucks. so u'll just have to laugh at the mental image that u have created of my bootleg map. go ahead. laugh.

so I went to bed last night (at around 4ish) and I was slightly dellirous (more so than usual) and I was gonna take a shower, that was my original plan, but then I kept seeing shit in the mirror thats in front of my computer, and I just pictured myself enjoying my happy little shower (at like 4 in the morning) and something (like a ghost, yea i know thats stupid but this place is like 100 something yrs old, and i've been going here long enough to know that there are some craaazy b*tches here) going psycho on me...all i pictured was that scene in psycho with the knife and the fake blood, so I went to bed. but when the last dellirious thought that u have is like that, ur dreams are gonna be just as scary.

so yea. I got five hrs of sleep, but it didnt really do me any good. i still slightly dellirious.

second part of this is that my roomate is a slob. i just had to say it, her half of the room is really gross, theres like clothes everywhere and like crums of food, and papers everywhere, and like strange little "knick=knacks" yea, i almost wanna take a picture of that, but I dont wanna document that either.

i hate schoolwork, i especially hate it because i waste all the time before hand not doing schoolwork so then a hitload of stuff has to be crammbed into an evening. It sucks. majorly

i'm also wondering why i dont just live with anna, i spend all my time with her. she's always in my room. we call each other on the phone even though we live down the hall from each other. i just really love her, she makes me happy. but in a completly different way in which Andy makes me happy.

also i cannot wait to have a single.

so yea, i talked to my really good wonderful friend Alesha today, i thought she had like dropped off the face of the earth or something, but she didnt and it was nice to hear her, and hear Kassady be a brat (like her mother, that little girl is almost one and she's walking and talking mess...its really amusing.)

anyways, so annita's roomate like stripped in the room (she just changed clothes) while we were there, and okay no big deal, me and anna were messing with he computer so its like no harm done right, her and her boyfriend leave and i turn around and on her bed just like laying out saying hello to everyone is this red thong...i'm like "annnnna?" and she's like "just dont look jes" and i was scared. and then she comes back into the room and is like:
anna's roomate1: "andy cover me" (her boy is also named andy)
roomate 2 (andy): "why?"
roomate1: "because i'm naked"
roomate2: "like yea u are"

at this point i wanted to crawl under anna's bed and die. i did. i dont wanna be a part of that. i just dont.

yea, when ppl look at my code its like they're looking at my undies...u know what i mean? i feel naked...

like when someone reads something u wrote (like ur diary) and u didnt wanna share it with them.

but on the plus side, brothers are helpful and nice sometimes. i'm just learning this too. i should have tapped into this power sooner, [insert evil laugh here]

u know this should work...

hell yea! my blog is on google now!!!

not under my name, but still, a search for songs capueta leads to my blog!!!

i am victorious!

oh and i've also turned my boy into a blogwhore, so u should check out his little blog too! yay!

update:haha! a search engine for the site! i knew there was away for u guys to find stuff easier!
okay, lets see, now i just have to get the placing right. yea, i dont know what to do about that column....

i like how my boyfriend's high school slogan was "men for others"

i should really be in bed right now, but yea, i just had a really good conversation with someone that i've been missing, so that was really nice...

ok, must sleep 8:35 tomorrow that I should go to, considering that the man has a hole in his lung and he shows up, i might as well show up too.

i should start charging for checking spanish papers and fixing silly things with webpages...

i like how all my friends are becoming blogwhores because of me, it makes my life a lot more fun. and it gives me more fun stuff to waste my time with.

me-"80% of Venezuelans live in poverty"
anna-"but they can read, bc Venezuela has an 84% litteracy rate"
me-"yea they can read"

i have the attention span of a nat. or maybe a small bug. but yea, i changed the scroll thingie, i think it looks kinda cute. let me know what u think.

also I need to figuare out a new system for my blogs, maybe adding some titles and grouping everything by date, or names in the archives. Or I could just do like a month in review thing...i wonder how i would do that...i'll figuare something out.

woohoo! one of the few joys of living with other women is borrowing their clothing! (even though i have a massive amount of clothing its always fun to have more)

whats my point? i have an outfit for the boat formal! woohoo!

i did my comment for women's studies, and it went really well i think. The girl who went before me was like aggressively pro-choice, and i just went up there and was like "look its about making sure ppl dont get pregnant in the first place" and that was it. Mary, my professor, was kinda out of her element at the beginning of class, bc her mother had a heart attack in the beginning of the week, and she was being opperated on while class was in session, but i think overall the class went very well.

oh and then i went to Macro was outraged at the girl from Bhutan who said that Tibet should remain under Chinese rule. Anna's taught me enough to know that China should get the hell out of Tibet. and before that it was the girl from China, and the I dont know maybe I've watched too much star trek but sometimes foreign exchange students from China remind me of drones from the borg, and not in the cool 7 of 9 kind of way either...

but yea, now i'm trying on dresses for the formal on Saturday and trying to figuare out how to be fashionably cold (right!), but i actually should be working...on that macro paper...euk!

somedays i wake up and i am brilliant. today is not one of those days.

i just erased the final copy of my comment for today...go me.

i like how kim brings over random ppl to the room that i randomly meet in class, like the girl in my eco class i dont really care for...

yea i cant wait till next year.

I closed the quiz finally. The results were kinda interesting, and it amused me while it lasted. But now I have new things to play with, so I decided it was time for it to go. Yea, I gave partial credit for answers, bc i just think all test should give some sort of credit for answering things even if ur not *actually* right. so yea, it was funny to see who took the quiz and how they did, like how brent kept missing the same questions, and how i didnt even remember what the right answer was sometimes, (which might be kinda sad, but who knows.) but yea, i'm gonna play with this thing some more and get it on my school's server bc right now all the websites on there suck. its really sad.

so i wake my ass up at 7:50, bc i want breakfast, and when the alarm sounds i'll like theres no need for me to be waking up at 7 tp get breakfast, so i go back to sleep. The nexy alarm sounds at 8:30ish and i'm like theres just no need for breakfast period, i'd rather have sleep since my class doesnt start until 10. so my final alarm sounds at 9 or so and i'm like it would have been much nicer if i never set the first two alarms.

so whats the point?

i think the idealistic side of me wants me to wake up early and eat some breakfast and study for class, and so that part of me sets the alarm at night.It all seems really logical at like 1something in the morning. but then once its 7am, the realistic side of me is like screw eating i'm sleepy. and so i sleep.

and now, to go to italian and take a quiz that i didnt really study for bc i slept instead of waking up...this is not a good way to start the day. its a shame u cant drop classes during the last week of school.

yea, so anna recounts the story of our little skinner excursion in her blog, that shes actually updating now (sporadically but its all good) and the deal is that I tried to open the door to the history loungue, and our school normally keeps everything unlocked, but the door was locked. and i wanted to get in there to grab a pencil, so i was like "god damn them for not trusting me" or something to that extent.

but yea, now i'm tired, and sleepy. and my goal for tomorrow is to eat breakfast. (i have low standards for myself), so lets hope that I get that accomplished.

oh wait yea, and tomorrow is wednesday so i have my oral comment to give (finally) in women's studies, on the beloved topic of abortion. so i'll gonna think positive things about that bc i think that i've managed to write a really objective and clear comment that tries to stay as far away from abortion as possible and instead talks about the fun world of condoms and contraceptives. which is why there's so many condom links up on my profile. see everything is explained now.

night y'all

i'd like to think of myself as someone who inspires other people to not do their work, and instead blog about the work they should be doing, but arent.

i love how i just keep finding new stuff to waste my time with...love it. i think my brain has shut down bc i have to get stuff done. like actual crucial work needs to be done this week, and i just really dont wanna. i dont. i wanna play with my blog and add pretty things to it...i think i'm addicted.

must work...i must focus and work. must.

i find it highly amusing that anna gets sex-isled. the funny part is that she stays in the room, like she wont go away for the night. i say just give people their space, anna says "its my room too, and i have sh*t i need to do"...i'm sooo glad the roomate doesnt do that. soo glad. soo very glad.

there are drunken people outside of my building, like loud drunken people. Its 8pm, on a tuesday night...it must be the sugar ray concert...

yea, so victor kindly informed me that i am on google, and guess what he found? a good awful pitcure of me in my cheerleading uniform.
here: http://www.mtholyoke.edu/org/cheer/roster3.html

i warn you its not pretty.

update: ok, new link, that should fix it.

there are two birds mating right outside my window! oh my.

my next goal is to come up on a google search...

my brothers page comes up when you search google, it comes up twice actually. it the first 2 links, after that its not him anymore. but yea, if my brother can do that, then i can too...

i should really be working...oh well.

the next thing on the agenda is figuaring out how to get it so theres a link that goes straight to my buddy window to send me a message. What I have so far is this link, but it doesnt really work when i insert it in. so yea, i'll think about that for a while. if u wanna help, just add a comment. *hint*

aim:goim?screenname=justasmurf&message=HI!+jes+ur+a+genius+!

i like how i go to meetings 30 mintutes late, and its not that big of a deal. now to just get this comment over and written with.

its tuesday i just somehow need to get myself to friday and i'll be okay...

i smelled a boy today! like I walked out of the language building and there was a boy. and he smelled like a boy. i thought i was going to faint. it was great. you dont realize how much a women's college is wrecking ur system until u smell a boy when u least expect it. it was great.

i think its funny how i'm in italian, and i'm thinking "this is waste of my time i could be in my bed right now, better yet i could be fixing my comments page so that it matches the color scheme of the rest of the site"

oh and my italian professor told me what my problem is, she said "jessica i've noticed that you translate the italian from spanish, i think you need to translate things from english. you speak english well" and i'm thinking "thats just peachy, last semester the other lady told me the opposite thing..."

why am i taking italian? i dont know italian. i know spanish...most of the time.

yea, kim's doing the weird nasal snort snoring thing, its time for me to go to bed. really.

andy's make me happy.

i almost forgot, so my religion professor almost died last week, he got a blood clot in his lung, and he went to a hospital in boston and they said that it was the biggest one that they had seen. he basically should have been dead. but he wasnt. bc the man in a fighter, and he's amazing. he's one of the best professors that i've had here (not saying much cause i've only had like 8 but still)

my eyes hurt. i need some sleep.

dont ever hope for something that you can't have.

eh, maybe now i'll do some real work...maybe.

this thing is kinda getting on my nerves, things are never just push a button and ta-da there it is

yea, i dont think this is gonna work, but i'm gonna keep trying cause its more fun than doing women's studies...i can always just not sleep

umm, i'm not really sure whats happening now...i hope i dont break this thing

yea, it doesnt...ok time to fix

charles asked and I said, "I can do that, my brother has one" so here are the comments, now y'all start writing

you can either buy yourself a nice car, or go to college for a year. thats what ppl should be thinking about, would i rather waste my time learning about some dead people or ride around in a really nice car...

oh that note, white girls are dumb for not dating charles. 37% of Mount Holyoke women find charles attractive, the other 63% find each other attractive. (this figuare was pulled out of my ass, but the 63% part is true)

whenever I walk up to my room on the 3rd floor it makes me realize how out of shape I really am. I think i'm gonna have a heart attack or something, i'm like gasping for air, its not pretty.

yea, so this isnt like the blog of note or anything, but this is the first time that i know i've been linked. this is more exciting than when Gabriel asked me to write a paper with him, u ready? the original jabad has linked me on his blog. i'm speechless. yea.

sometimes i don't know what to say to fix things, and i really wish that i could just say something and fix whatever it is that is going on, but i can't.

a lot of times people like to focus on the bad, and that's all they see. they don't see the other sides of things, they just can't because the bad contaminates all the good to the point where all they feel is an empty sadness...

i wish i could just say something and have that be the cure-all, erase whatever the pain may be, but i can't, bc i simply choose to accept the bad as a part of life, the bad is a given. its all in how you choose to deal with whats given to you.

my new favortite past time is to browse other people's blogs. doing this has made me realize that I'm in the kiddie leagues right now. I am nothing, there are some amazing sites out there, and it all just makes me wanna stop working on my school stuff (ie nasty macro, italian, and women's studies) and just play around with web pages. so yea, thats what I'm thinking about right now.

i like how the president of Venezuela is always picture with a huge gold chain. http://www.venezuela.gov.ve/ns/index.htm <---go there and see it for urself

i love the internet. I really do. I just found all of my data for my macro project by doing a really simple search...I like when things that are painless.

yea, also we were doing presentations in Macro, and we get to Bulgaria, and it was just like "wow, that sucks. your country is just screwed" and then I thought about it and realized that a lot of countries out there are screwed, like a 45% unemployment rate. yea, that sucks. It makes me understand why my parents took my away from the beautiful tropics to live in Texas.

i like how I assume whats going on in people's lives when I read their blogs, especially when they dont update them that frequently. I start thinking they broke up with their girlfriends, got done by some schoolwork, and then started selling their sperm to make some extra money on the side. So when ppl ask me how they are doing thats what I tell them. Which is probably how rumors get started, but eh.

Oh wait I almost forgot why today is such a great day...its my Mami's Birthday!
and since I sent her a present I get bonus points! which thus means when I screw up again she cuts me some slack! score!

yea, so I have a formal on sunday, and its gonna be a on a boat, and its supposed to be cold, which thus means that I should dress warmly, but I dont think I have any "warm" formal attire, so we'll see what I do, I dont even know how I'm getting over there yet...

oh but the best part of this is that Annita is finally coming with me to Boston! yay!

Sucky news that you can get thru email is someone telling you that you can get a ride with them to Boston (and their not trying to rip you off when they tell you how much they want you to pitch in), but its at a time when you cant go...ahhhh....i miss having a car...

the best news that you can receive thru an email is that your class has been cancelled.

hahaha! I am victorios against the women's studies comment! My class was cancelled! So I dont have to do worry about this awful comment until Wednesday!! yippee! The comment that was wrecking my life is now over and done with! well not really but for the night it is.

US postal service delivered the package! my mom just wasnt there to get it! yay! being nice to postal employees does have its perks

woohoo! I love getting a check back from the IRS saying that I'm getting money back! yay!

sometimes the universe lets u go when u say mercy.

oh yesterday me and anna were watching people and noticed how ppl date someone thats in the same range of attractiveness as they are in. like these ppl look like they could be related they're so similiar. so now when u look at couples think to urself "aren't they at the same level of attractiveness?" and by this i mean, ugly ppl have ugly mates, moderately attractive dates moderately attractive, bimbo dates bimbo...and so forth. this is the same logic with the ppl u hang out with, ur only gonna hang out with ppl u find attractive, bc if not its just not gonna work...ur gonna start having self doubt or ur gonna get a huge ego...so it all just evens out.

yea, so i saw this spider climb down from the ceiling and like almost land on my bed (my bed is bunked and since my roomate's afraid of heights i got the top bunk) and i flipped out. like i just lost it, and started trying to shake the damn thing off my bed and praying that the things wasnt full of babies, it was really disturbing, bc i dont know where that spider is...

i like making my friends lisen to music they wouldnt enjoy...or making anna watch the lapdance thing on the neptunes site, bc its funny hearing her say "i could do that"

i have the strangest dreams...i think i just dont sleep well here

i like wasting 2 hours lisening to john leguizamo go on about how his father was a drunk, its good stuff

my brain can no longer study...which is just really annoying

i think its funny that Gwar is playing tonight at UMASS, it seems so fitting

i like how my school is small enough that when you read the paper, its all about people that you know...

i had a weird ass dream about me buying a chicked and a duck. The duck turned into my dog, who was pissed off at me, and so I went into this office to get advice on what I should do with my "baby" that I bought at the Pet Store, and I got advice from George Bush, not W but the other guy. I woke my ass up right then and there.

the key thing about my work is that I dont wanna do it. Its all stuff that I dont enjoy, and dont wanna waste my time with...euk.

Probably the funniest Nixon quote ever from Sammy Davis Jr. (Why Me, 1989):

He hesitated. "Incidentally, it is okay to say black?"
"Yes, Mr. President, we say black now. Negro and colored are not in use."
He had a notepad and he wrote, "Black is preferred, colored is not," and he asked, "How did that happen?"

in other news my brother is amazing bc he can blog from his phone, and well that just seems really cool to the dorky side of jessica...

i've been pretty productive today...which is what I need for this weekend, because this will be the weekend that does Jessica in the ass, without the Ky, and without asking...not cool. So since I'm going to Boston next weekend for a boat formal (i dont ask, i just get feed and get to look pretty) i need to study for my finals this weekend, plus do other minor stuff, like oh write a women's studies comment on a topic i'm squemish about and write a macro paper on the economic state of Venezuela (oh am I glad that I didnt pick Argentina)...so yea, thats how it goes...i have other goals for this weekend as well, like figuaring out how to move my page from blogspot to the school server so I can have my own pictures in this thing, and making this page look pretty, and maybe even starting to pack my stuff up so I can go home in peace...eh, we'll see how much I actually get accomplished...

See which Greek Goddess you are.

yea, i was also Hera, but that picture was screwing with my page bc it was too big, so eh. now its not there.

i love how right after i call facilities management about my closet light not working, i figuare out that it just needed to be tighened...yea, i'm not so bright sometimes

yea, the thing i dont like about Macro is that its not real life, and my prof like admits it....he's like 'we alll know this isnt how unemployment really works" and I'm thinking 'so why dont u teach me how it actually works u dumb fck" i get a little angry in that class...

there giving tours in my dorm, thats just great...theres like a large mass of people in the hallway and all i wanna do is take a shower...i've figuared out why upperclasses men hate firstyrs...its the same way that i really dont care for perspectives...

it was pointed out to me that if Joser did make it (or any of the other talented exes that I have out there) then technically I would be a muse for inspiring him to make such a great song about me being a bitch. So it could be a positive. By the way the name of the band that Brent's friend has an ex in is "Fallout Countdown" they have catchy tunes, u might wanna check them out...

i wonder why the page started being screwy all of a suden?

"it was anna versus Jesus and Jesus won"<---Anna describing how her ex-borfriend dumped her for Jesus...which seems oddly familiar to me...

I sure hope Joser doesnt end up being famous...not because he doesnt deserve it but bc I dont want songs about me floating around...although "Jessica is a Bitch" was a pretty catchy song...I could always just say it was some other Jessica....(in response to Brent's last post, if I was smart enough I'd figuare out how to make a link to it, but I dont have time for that)

'I think that it's opening my body in new ways" -Annita during her phone interview to a dance company, talking about her Modern Class...I really just need to make a dating video with this girl, I should just follow her around with a video camera...

a girl was raped at UMASS yesterday, and thats a little frightening. And there was a shut down at Smith College for racist slurs written in public spaces and the lack of safety that surrounds minority students at the college. A&F prints racist t-shirt that promote stereotypes against Asian Americans.

The question is: Am I noticing this stuff because I'm up here or is this all just happening now? I think the world is getting more frightening the more I learn...

i went to the Post office to mail my mommy her birthday present, which is the creepy picture of myself from New York. Creepy because its like an identical copy of myself and the guy took 15 minutes to do it. Anyways I go to school in this tiny little tony so the women in the Post Office are just really amusing, and they're like: "this is a beautiful picture, is this for your mom?, she's going to cry" think of the women of snl who do the NPR radio women when you picture these women, one was named Florence, or Flo for short, and the other one was Norma. They were really sweet and helpful though, but it was just a really amusing experience, the funniest thing they told me was that if I was mailing the picture to my boyfriend they wouldnt care if it got damaged, but since its for my mom they took every step to make sure it didnt get scratched on the way there. Just keep that in mind next time u need the US Postal Service to mail something for you, just tell them its for your mom.

yea, so my 8:35 ended at 9:15, which is just odd. But my professor was in the hospital last week, and he basically told us that the one writting assignment that we did was it. So I'm done with the class, I just have to write a self-evaluation saying how I feel that I did this semester. I dont think I learned anything from that class, so I really dont know what to do about that.

andy's are really great. they make the entire day a lot better, even when they're far away...

yea, i'm ready for next year. because next year, i have a single. which allows me to be cool with this stuff, bc really its only 2 more weeks till i'm home free.

drunken lesbian friends are probably even less fun.

drunken friends are also not cool in ur room at midnight.

roomates drinking on wednesday are not cool

we were talking about sweatshops at dinner today and like what stores used sweatshops to make their clothes and this is the insightful intellegent comment that I added: "Starbucks eats babies and rapes mothers to make their coffee" to which my funny european friend said "yea that why it taste so good" and then anna said "yea and the Gap is thinking of using fetuses to make its clothes"... and so another round of intelligent dinner conversation ended.

I just watched Citizen Ruth for the second time in the last 24hrs. (a funny satire on abortion, that centers on a homeless drug abuser and how she gets charged with endangering her fetus because she's a homeless drug abuser) right so here I am watching this thing on a topic that I avoid like the plague. I hate talking about abortion, because its such a personal issue. So here I am watching this satire on something that I dont really know where I stand on. Well I do know where I stand but that also gets complicated too. There were some funny momments in the movie though, like when they're making fun of the "Babysavers", the fanatical christian pro-life group and when the lesbian moon worshing pro-abortionist sign a little song to the moon. And Burt Reynolds is in the movie, which is both really funny and kinda scary all at the same time. so yea, i have to think of something to write about this movie...euk.

i find it amusing that when i come into the room my roomate is lisening to lil'romeo...

away messages make me laugh at 2:24 in the am: uchi's-"One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. 'Oh, no,' I said. 'Disneyland burned down.' He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late."

oh the one hand summer sounds good, it seems promising, full of surprises and good friends...on the other it means leaving people that make me happy...but i get to eat at home, i miss food...but i'll miss the boy...yea, on the other hand summer sounds sad and lonely...

okay now this thing is bugging me again...grrr

I like how all the stuff I like to do has nothing to do with classwork.

i'm trying to think of something worthwhile to post, but I got nothing. Except that I'm really great at wasting time.